We go into life not knowing what life will bring. We grow up and realize the truth about it. that we were born to make the most out of our lives. most of us have to get a job. that is what we are told, and slowly learn as adolescents.

We are told that if we get a good job, we can pay our dues for living (bills) and we can have some spare cash to do the things that are fun. But now im told, what would I do, if i didn’t have bills to pay and money weren’t a factor in my daily life? well, there are many things I would do.

I would like to be a living documenter of the world. I would love to travel the world, and take pictures. I know it sounds cliche’ but it is something I would devote my life to, if money wasn’t holding me back. I would enjoy going to every country and understanding every culture. Every culture has beautiful things about it. Different cultures and different lifestyles I would experience. I would be able to see it for myself, rather than in movies or my geography book. To really experience, and take into account, just what the world is really about. When you think about it, we are on this world to understand one another. We aren’t here to just pay our dues and leave. We are all here, as people, to relate. I want to experience everything, to admire. Everything. The things we see do exist.

Everything i’ve ever heard about will now have been an experience. My daily life will become a responsiblilty to learn something new. So, taking into account that we could do anything with our lives, given the fact that we don’t have to pay bills, or worry about money at all, what would you do? Too many people would rather sit at home, and stare outside into the landscape, but if money were no object there would be no worries. no expenses. i would be able to do the most expensive thing there is to do. The biggest gift is experience.

I really miss you. You are everything I’ve ever wanted in one. I m happy your in my life. I can’t wait to see you in 25 days. I can’t wait to hold you and kiss you. I can’t wait to spend time withyou, talk under the stars, talk about the strokes, talk about how we met. Talk about how it was all a rare coincidence. You say you were almost not going to come hang out that night. You say you thought it wouldn’t be worth the drive. I’m glad i met you that night. I’m glad we clicked. it was a moment like in the movies. Where the background was noisy but we were in a world of our own, just talking about pointless shit. But it wasn’t pointless shit to us. I remember saying wow he is just like me. How could I find someone so different yet the same? I couldn’t get my head around it. My heart fell to the ground when you said you were joining the military. What’s crazy is I only knew you for one night when you told me that. Yet I felt like my heart broke in two.